Commonword Blogs

I've tried to reach out to you 
but you just push me away not recognising 
or listening 
to what I'm trying to say 
It's  not all me 
I know that 
I do my part
 I cry when I need to 
I love when I need to 
speak when I need to
 I think when I need to 
I love when I need to 
but I can't do that for you 
you have to do that for yourself

I speak
U deny
I cry
U ignore
I despair
U reassure 
U hide
U cry
Ui ignore 
U deny
U understand
I cry
U apologise 
U try
? 

 Md (c)

Staring at her reflection, she could hardly recognise the face that she had lovingly pampered, that morning. Whilst rubbing it with the granules of the latest product that would give her skin a new life. She wandered bitterly, if there was some mixture that would breathe new life into her body, perhaps it would erase the memory of what had happened. She had, in carefree moments actually imagined herself with Darren. These thoughts had plagued her mind when he had been safely married, or when she herself had been in one of her relationships.

A melee of flavours you are
As sweet as you can be
Sourness does not evade you
But I love fruit...

For its natural sweetness
A treat for my tastebuds

A work in progress

So you dont want to change
What am I supposed to do
What have we been doing then
You already have
Because this is not what I signed up for
Loud silences
Reminiscent of times
When I had no choice
But to allow
My moods to be dictated
Cause children can't challenge adults
But I am now a woman
With choice and free will
Somethings got to give
But it wont be me.

Melanie Duncan (c)

If you would talk to me
I would know why
I was in such deep pain
We could avoid the gaping chasm
That holds us in its grip
I could be happy
One of us could be
But your silence
In its loudness
Takes both of us as prisoners

Melanie Duncan ©

Only he
Has the Capacity
To transform
My darker days
His kiss
Releases a thousand butterflies

He is someone
That I both like
And Admire
His personality just shines
Humility, his sweet nector
Oozes from him
Just like the honesty
That is obvious to me

I am who he makes me
I admit this
Because it is what I always required
Experience has taught me to be cautious
But he is infectious
And I have caught him
Happiness spreads through me

I look forward
To every moment we share
As he penetrates my icy exterior
He is the making of me

Melanie Duncan (c)

This would be the last time, I thought as the raged coursed through me like a an exorcet missile. I have well and truly had enough. I am fed up of sacrificing my truth for your lies. I concealed the person you truly are in my pursuit of growth. Each time I apologised for your inability to be a man, I could feel my core curl up within itself.

I would love to see what you can see
That makes you look at me
And make decisions that affect me
I would like to think I am approachable
But maybe I’m not
What do you see
That makes you feel intimidated
I would have respected you
More if you told me
To my face
Instead of conspiring against me
But you make me stronger
You make me want to be
A better person
Your words
Your actions
Inspire me to be the best me
I can be
Each time, I hear
Or feel your look
I get angry, then I heal
You are that important to me
You hater you…

Md ©

If only people would think before they got involved in relationships

Tried thinking about how they affect the person you desire

Sometimes we have needs that meed to be met

But you must know the impact of what you do and feel

How can you leave a person feeling like a trainwreck because of what you

Have done

In case you didn't know

Nakedness makes a woman more vulnerable

So breaking up

After or during coitus

May feel good for you

But can hurt so deep

Because the fact that trust allows you to speak to their soul

It feels like an emotional rape.

I am a woman
Who has almost forgotten who I am
But know exactly who I want to be
Who is fed up of defending
My right to exist

They want to beat me
To conform to their ideas
They are killing me wth ideologies
Shaping, reshaping, sculpting, deciding then undeciding
Who and what I am
And what I should accept

Well F*** you - because
I am sensitive
I can be emotonal
I do care
I am strong
I can make something out of nothing
I do begin my day in prayer
I love to look nice, for me
I do love to make love
I can be moody
I do want children
We do talk a lot