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Wonderland the place where all dreams happen and you feel like a kid again. Playing games to win teddy's, stuffing your face with candyfloss and ice cream, sun beaming and children screaming, rides look so high and the thrill looks daring. Enter the water park where it looks amazing, water slides and pools everywhere. Fancy a deck chair! wish you could stay there forever but it's all just a dream stuck in your own wonderland but not the one you dreamed. This ones less fun more responsibility and choices to make. Don't you wish wonderland was here to stay?

You said we'd be together forever
You said you would never leave me
You said we would be happy
But what was that a lie

You made promises you coulden't keep
And now im left with a broken heart
Crushed in two
Crying myself to sleep
You didn't love me!

You told me what you think I wanted to hear
How dare you pretend to be there!
Has I sit here thinking why me?
God answers he wasen't meant to be

Sat here crying thinking what a creap
they way he lies and cheats
says im the only one but theres otheres to be seen.

He goes out comes back late! saying he has a meeting
you see the lies as he sneaks.
I told myself he woulden't cheat
but he seems to stutter when he speaks
all the hurts just drained out of me now my knees are weak.

I ask myself while he sleeps why im still here?
and i come up with the answer I love him!

As i sit here listening to wythenshawe fm soaking in the tunes that ring in my ear!
gives me that good feeling that feet moving vibe.

When the DJ plays my favourite jam im mezmarized.
dreaming of things that seem unrealistic but the beat makes them real.

Im locking in, in my own world relaxed as i fall soundly asleep.

I wish you was here to see my tears
I wish you was here to hear my fears
but instead your gone i'm all alone!
wishing you was here to listen to me moan

Nothing feels the same since your gone
just this big empty space feels like somethings wrong
God please hear my cry show me things will be alright
take this pain away and give me peace
a moments rest so I can sleep

Time heals people say but why am i still here feeling this way...

As I left I see the Mersey in big letters on the next block of flats continuing to walk along I see the stop sign.

My phone rings my friend is going to be late again which frustrates me then I see a billboard showing a design of new flats to be built.

Looking on the floor I see broken glass wishing I had broken it to vent my frustration.

Finally reach town and look through the window of the arndale seeing the Manchester wheel with the letters of the arndale written in reverse.

The perfect man?

I see you from across the room,
Looking kinda fine
Souls connecting, eyes staring
I wonder if I should approach
Cause I wanna make you mine
Chocolate covered skin, beautiful hazel eyes
For you to be this fine
It must be a sin.

You slowly come over
And my heart skips a beat.
I can hear the rhythmic sounds,
Made by the souls of your feet.
We start talking, but I’m felling kind of shy
Conversation starts to flow, when I look into your eyes.

We go on a couple dates and we seem to get on well.
If you’re the perfect man, only time will tell.

I sit here thinking to myself why do i care? But the answer is i dont know you seem to have some power over me! One look in them eyes and im hypmotised! Its like you eyes are some key built to break me free you wanna know the real me but im afraid to let you see the hurt, tears, i hold inside.

Blocked by the past which i choose not to share instead i lock it up and breakdown when no ones there when im with you i feel safe and i know its where i wanna be. Youve stolen my heart but i wont let it show gotta keep that stuff on them low.

Sat here fed up in despair
wanting to get some air
feeling suffocated and stuffed up
trapped in a world thats not my own
wishing i could escape but im trapped
trapped and left alone

You said you love me but u dont even care
you walked out the door with no feeling or pain
you said youd be there always and forever
its been days now and almost a week and it's like we wernt together

The pain i feel now... is you cut me like a knife
do you feel the pain or is it just me?

It's me,myself and i now so i'm gonna move on no more tears
i cry cause your already gone!

I often ask myself what is love?
people tend to use it alot
but do they know what it means
love is a strong word, not to be thrown about but people still choose to do so

I know I love you though cause just looking in your eyes make me weak trembling at your feet
is this a way to escape this feeling? no cause when you love someone its real none of that fake ting
when you stroke my hair i feel like air and when you kiss my lips does real love exist like this?

until you break my heart and tear it all apart
then im left alone with a broken heart