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The day they came and told me, I just fell to the ground in despair

I couldn’t believe this had happened, not my Lee?!

Life can so often have it’s disappointments, events which make you frown

Though now I can’t seem to get myself, back up from this down

I'm better then I first was, now is this as good as it gets

This roller coaster ride I'm on, isn't really the best

I’ve tried a mixture of strategies, to cope with this nightmare

Yet I can’t seem to cover it up, my soul is left for vultures to share

I know how strong I am, which is just as strong as you

I wonder what you would of wanted, and try my best to do

But things are so much harder now

I still can’t believe its true

Together we had hope, now all I feel is blue

The world is full of badness, corruption and misery

Without you by my side, as it as always was before

This crazy messed up world, folds me further in

I never felt it quite as much, until that horrid day

But then, before that, you were always there, and kept me safely under your wing

It’s as though one life has ended, and a bigger struggle began

I wonder how we will all carry on, what seems a life time with out you here, the person we all loved, so dear!

Sometimes I’m made to feel, this is not what I should declare, and mask it from the world , as it’s not what they want to share

But I think you knew me best of all, and fake is not my style

I miss all that we had Lee, the friendship that we shared

That will never be replaced, and that’s the hardest part to bear

Until we meet again, inside my heart is where you’ll stay

Love and miss you forever and always, my little brother Lee